Vacation mode @ work

i'm already in vacation mode...actually i've been in vacation mode since the week started...it's only 2 days before Christmas and the weather is getting rather cold...i'm supposed to be working right now but here i am blogging...

i forgot to include in my update that my sister won 1st place in her recital and she gets an iPOD as her prize and Christmas gift....sigh...hehehe then again when i think of it i dont really need an iPOD...hahaha SURE SURE...not a need but most likely a want hehehe can't believe i turned out to be a techie geek too hehehehe

the past few days were basically composed of playing scrabble online with 2 of my team mates...attending meetings and being idle...hehehe i can't believe i waste that much time instead of actually starting on my thesis... :( i got to review my IPF with my boss and it went okay...maybe i'm just overwhelmed or something but i felt kinda down afterwards...maybe because i cant seem to feel fulfilled...i honestly dont know...but i feel so lost in this techie world...something i never was equipped for in the first place...im struggling but i hope after being here for 8 months...id finally get to catch up...i just feel so useless because my other team mates are so good and i feel like im just nobody :( sigh there goes another sentimental outburst...

to a lighter topic...i had a great morning today...i already opened a really special gift and i surely loved it!!!! :) to prove that i loved it below are some pictures i took...do excuse the way i look...hehehe i literally just woke up... :)

funshine bear with friend bear

love-a-lot and tender heart bear

bedtime bear and wish bear

all the bears with ME!!! :)

i love the carebears ever since i can remember!and yes as childish as it sounds im still a fanatic of carebears...really am disappointed that kids nowadays didnt get to see carebears... :( he gave my 6 carebears!! :) and i loved it so much!!! :)

an hour more and i'll be free!!!i can go home!!! :) yipee!can't wait!!! :) by the way, some people gave me gifts awhile ago and i was really caught by surprise...i mean i didnt expect those people to give me gifts so THANKS so much :)

i guess that will be all for now...til next update and merry merry christmas to everyone :) oh by the way, the politically correct way of greeting would be happy holidays...so happy holidays to everyone :)