..just when u thought you had everything figured out...

sometimes life has its way of showing that it sucks big time...although it really is a given fact that life isnt supposed to be easy...its just annoying that there are moments wherein life really rubs it in...as they say when it rains it pours...then again i could just be overacting...

didnt really have a good day except that i got to sleep the entire afternoon with my snubby...since i was in a bad mood i had to sleep off the bad feeling and true enough i slept soundly cuddling beside my snubby :) i dont even remember how i ended up sleeping...hehehe although i get a sudden lapse of consciousness when my baby snores hehehehe kinda adoring really because he'll suddenly just snap out of it... :) it's great to just be able to sleep beside someone and just simply cuddle...and each time you move he'd always find his way to keep you in your arms... :)

so i guess that's the highlight of my day! :) and it was enough to get all the wrong stuffs that happened during the day seem like yesterday!:) thanks bey! :) the weather isnt helping either...i hate it when it rains...it feels so gloomy..its just i dont know not my kind of thing i guess...

currently watching somethings gotta give...a really cute movie...hmmm...what else is there to blog about?!nothing much going on really except that i'm looking forward to my first ever bora trip...i just hope my snubby gets his leave approved...his bday is nearing...got plans already i just hope things do push through... :) im extremely excited!!!hehehe

thats all for now...til next blog!

...help me...

help me go through the rest of the night...help me understand that i can only do so much...help me accept that i cant control everything and that i should just let things be...help me please because i can only do so much...help me take away this feeling i cant even explain...just help me...that's all i ask...

back to blog therapy...just to release and air out sentiments that are kept deep inside...not really deep inside but i guess emotions that were already said but still hasnt gone away...

that will be all for now...nothing much to say...got wet kanna...was caught by the rain...took the wrong tricycle back to the office and ended up walking in the rain...not too much drenched but wet enough to look and feel harassed...plus a bf that would greet you with a very warm welcome...a very irritated and cold face...but we're ok now...we talked abt it already...all's well i hope...

not really in the writing mood...mind cluttered...body tired...but cant sleep...so that explains the rather misguided post...ill end it here na...til next blog