quote to share

"People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; forgive them anyway.If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway.If you are successful, you will win some false friends and true enemies; succeed anyway.If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway.What you spend years to build , someone could destroy; build anyway.If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; be happy anyway.The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; do good anyway.Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; give your best anyway.You see in the final analysis, it is between you and God; it never was between you and them anyway." Mother Theresa

just a little quote that my brother asked me to look for...he heard this during a homily at mass and was so touched by it that he asked me to look for it and send it to him...so since i found this quote really nice i might as well post it... :) it is true you really can't have it all and that you can't please everybody but at the end of it all..it really is just between you and God...and that's what matters the most...

guess i would suggest that all of us should take a little time to reflect and look back and see how we have lived our lives....are we proud of whom we have become?or did we think too much of what the others thought instead of what HE would think?

just that quote for this post :)

...sweet things...

it's probably when he gives me a rose when his gut feel tells him there's something wrong even if i dont admit it...or it could be the way he stares at me and tell me he loves me...or even when he massages me even if he's already tired and isn't feeling too good...when he cooks and brings me food every now and then...when he baby talks with me(malaking effort yan for guys)...when he holds my hand and squeezes it tight whenever i feel like the whole world is crumbling down on me...when he prays with me out loud whenever we get the chance to...when he accompanies me home even if he hasn't slept...when he foregoes sleeping on weekends just so he could spend time with me...when he leaves voice messages for me...when he emails me just to say he loves me...when he hugs me tight and kisses my forehead...when he drops whatever it is he's doing just so he could be there for me...when he carries my stuff for me...when he ties my shoe laces when it gets untied...when he goes with me even if he's not comfortable just so he could spend time with me...when he makes me taste his food even before he gets to taste it...when he carries my bag for me...when he opens the door for me..when he takes the danger side while crossing and walking sa streets...when he views my friendster account almost everday even if there are no changes...there's just so many other sweet things that he does and one post simply isnt enough for me to state everything....that's just the small stuffs that he's done...the major sweet stuffs have yet to be shared and posted :p so until here muna...til next time!

frustrated + lost + disappointed = a very fu#ked up me

yupps...im very fu*ked up right now...with so much frustration and so much disappointment words cannot even give anyone a gist of what i am feeling...if only i could just give up...if only i could just run away i would...but i know i shouldnt and i know i can do better than that...

its just hard knowing that almost everyone around you is pressuring you and pushing you when you yourself know that you've already done so much pushing...im not even sure if there's more to push...i dont want to whine and just complain but i really need an outlet...something that would just absorb what i have to say...and so my very reliable blog has come to the rescue...

oh well i guess i've cried everything out already...im just sorry for reacting this way and not handling things in a better way...i guess thats all for now...the emotions has died down but maybe they're still bottled up inside me waiting for the next explosion...

til next therapy session!

..and the cramps never fail...

and so the monthly cramps struck again...which is why i am at home tied to the bed figuring out how i can finish the tons of things i have to do...great timing!!!but hey there's not much i can do so might as well stop whining and deal with it...

i was supposed to go to work but then on my way i knew i wouldnt last that long so i decided to just go back home and take a rest...too bad coz i was looking forward to another scrumptuous meal with my snubby :) last night he brought me dinner since i wasn't feeling too good...he bought 4 bbq's and 2 liempo's from grill queen and he also cooked rice for us :) really sweet since he woke up 4hrs earlier just so he could eat dinner with me...thanks bey! :)

i'm so excited with my plans for his birthday, i just hope all things would fall into place...kinda nervous though that things might not go as planned....hmmm...enough discussion on this he might all of sudden visit my blog and spoil all the surprise in store for his big day...

the banquet we had to attend last week turned out ok...thanks to the help of my college best bud amy for helping me and my bey find a dress for me to wear...although our shopping adventure wasn't successful i still am thankful that she took some time out just to help me pick out something... :) i almost missed the banquet since i couldn't find any dress and my original plan didnt work out due to some factors which id rather not talk about anymore...im just glad that things turned out ok...

my high school friend who got married early this year is now pregnant and the entire barkada is just so excited!!! :) she'll be going home for Christmas so if im lucky enough i could get to see her that is if ill still be around during that time...my bro and i will be spending Christmas with the rest of the fam @ UK...hay first christmas with my bey and we'll be oceans apart :( but then again i do miss my family i just wish they were the ones who'd go home instead of us having to go there...

hmmm.....actually there's a lot more i can write about since i havent done much updating for the past mondths!!!but i'm really not in the mood for that yet...hehehe i'll be going to bacolod mid October, in time for the Maskara festival... :) another first for me...i did forget to write about the Bohol trip which was another first for me and my hubby :) i will post pictures just as soon as i find the time to do so...i do intend to go back to the gym and do a low carb diet since my officemate's wedding is just a few months off...

i guess that's all for now...i better get back to rest or else i might end up vomiting all over the place...til next post!!! :)